Now, Today and ..

Life that I loved
And love that I lived for
Exist no more.
And now -
It's just about the time -
passing days and changing lights -
bright and dark
A few gray hairs
sunken dreams
and lost me.

Good God made them all..

I was good.
I was so good.
I was God.
And one day, I am bad.
I am so bad.

Now he is good.
And I am bad.

But she remains good.
Eternally.
She is good.
She is god.

Undone

Superficial smiles. And a repulsion within..
Something chronic. Sometimes sinful..
The corridor of love or the shores of reality?
Where..where do you want to go?

Away due to idle, or idle due to away
Oh, was that the tinge of black you hated,
or you totally loved burgundy? -
The yield is the same.

Your life without me or my life without you?
How..how does it matter?
Should I laugh at my impulsive dreams,
or Honor your real dictates?
Where..where do you want me to go?

With wooden hearts,
and cemented feelings?
Robotic emotions and lunatic actions
Houses of Iron, and roads of ember-
How..How do we love?

So we move...a little futher.

A Chat.

i feel so much touched..
by the keyboard,
and the music it creates
and the way the bits and bytes
reach you
defeating this world,
I get so overwhelmed
when you type me back
and the wait.. in between
it feels the world is lost..
But I am happy
I dont need it anymore
I have you
with your keyboard.

Dreams and Nightmares

Rainbow of beautiful colors
Rains and sweet little joy -
of droplets,
through the leaves of her youth
Beautiful dreams
sitting at the boundary of
her black beautiful eyes -
(Willing to jump into this real world of disasters).
Her soft naive voice
and infinitely brimming girlhood.
All is lost.

All lost. She is now elusive -
to herself and this world.
She has been hammered to pregnancy.
Sweet little Nancy and her Fanny -
Holds an uncanny story -
different from her dreams.